The weight of the world

I will be honest, today I am struggling very much. I really do try to stay positive and continuously remind myself that “God’s got this” in every scenario of my life. But today the devil is messing with me. I know without a doubt that God truly does have all that is going on in control…..but today I am overwhelmed and sad. Today I am nervous and worried. Today I am exhausted and feeling like I am crumbling under it all. So much is going on and so many huge changes need to occur in our lives. And then add in the questionable chicken pox in our house with three immunocompromised kids and a babysitter who we have relied on heavily since 2015 giving her notice that she will no longer keep watching my kids effective immediately… too much.

Last night I didn’t sleep at all. So upset. And I tried so hard to pray and to listen to worship music. But the devil was meeting me at every turn. The piece of the song that sticks in my head so strongly…. “though the darkness may last through the night His joy comes in the morning”. I know that this too shall pass and that God truly does have all of this in His hands, but if you would? Please pray

for our family. For health, for a new place to live, for our finances and job situations, for childcare crisis to be resolved, and for Godly wisdom in each major decision that has to be made.