Tag: music

Bathroom

Took some steps on my own with walker and two PT/OT people. My goal was the bathroom..,, so close but yet SO FAR AWAY 🤪 I almost made it. Sadly they said still not safe or strong enough to do it but progress is progress. Here’s where I want to go tomorrow….. the bathroom…. it’s so close…… referral sent for rehab. They said usually 7-14 days….. feels like an eternity still before I can go home….. please keep praying. I need them and so does my family.

My day surgery with potential one overnight has turned into such a nightmare. I am so tired and so desperately want to be home. I know that He is here with me but I just want to go home. Just want to take a shower…. Just want to hug and love in my family.

I don’t own this song or the lyrics…. But they speak so deeply to me.

Yes I will, lift You high in the lowest valley
Yes I will, bless Your name
Oh, yes I will, sing for joy when my heart is heavy
All my days, oh yes I willI count on one thing
The same God that never fails
Will not fail me now
You won’t fail me now
In the waiting
The same God who’s never late
Is working all things out
Is working all things out

My God is Bigger!

Things are going so slowly. I am here waiting and believing for a miracle. Waiting for God to give me my strength and sensation back. Waiting for the doctors to come in and be shocked at my God performing this miraculous healing.

I know that all of this will be ok. I know that I am still God’s child, and that He will care for me no matter what. But I want to know that I will walk again, that I will be able to write again, that I will cook, and drive and snuggle with my babies…. I want all of this so much.