SO….. there has been something on my mind and on my heart about my sweet little Paisley. When the kids were diagnosed with their immune deficiency the doctors told me that they had a much increased risk of cancer. And I was so overwhelmed with that so many years ago. But in my secret times with God, He has always reminded me that HE HAS GOT IT! And I have stood on that promise for ever.
But I am not going to lie, tonight the devil is messing with me. Over the summer Paisley began complaining of headaches. I initially blew it off thinking that it was no big deal, thinking that it was the late fun nights of summer, the time away from home, and just generalized business, and then I thought maybe she needed glasses, that she had eyes like Sam and I and would need glasses. After the summer and things have slowed down and got more on a routine, she was telling her pediatrician about them at her physical last month, her eyesight was fine. And the pediatrician got worried about it and said that she needed an mri of her brain to make sure there wasn’t anything like a tumor…… So we waited for the insurance approval and now she will be having the test tomorrow. This week she has become sleepier than normal. It is so unlike her to be sleepy.
So here I am knowing that God is control no matter what the outcome of tomorrow. Knowing that a clear MRI or one that has something abnormal, doesn’t change the fact that GOD is GOD, and He truly will carry us through. Knowing that the God of the universe has my baby in His hands, is so comforting. But please be praying for her, for her doctors and for me as we get through tomorrow. Pray that He will continue to give me whatever it is I need to walk through tomorrow and the days to come. My prayer is that tomorrow there is nothing abnormal and that she unfortunately would just be prone to headaches. But if there is something abnormal MY GOD HAS GOT IT!
Beautifully Blessed 